huiii~ 4 years have passed by since he left for somewhere far far away. Felt like it was just yesterday when we said goodbye to each other. Recently we have been fought a little(juz a lil^^). However, I have never hit him anymore even in the facebook. I am a lil bit sad but what can I do.. I dont want him to be depressed because of me.. It is very clear to me that he is not and will not fall in love with me even a tiny bit of it. He will not.. But.. ottokae~ I miss him but he wont contact me even he is in hometown currently. I always wonder if we will ever be able to see each other again. I wonder if he..too..miss me like I do. Im still hoping that he will come back here. but still... It will only be my sweetest dream.. What should I do.... Im in the last semester of my study and cant wait to grad!hihi.. but currently something is missing inside of me. Its like a part of is not here. Maybe I just bored. Today my costing lecturer asked me of my ambition. I just answered I wanna have a job with highest possible salary. Thus, she called me "money eyes"..huk3 Ironically, it is not my real ambition. How could I tell the whole class that my ambition is to happily married and live with my true love? I will be teased for the whole semester for sure. Nahh~ It doesnt matter anyway whether people know or not about my dream. My true love...who is he? I will become more and more beautiful lady to make him likes me.I will....
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